Hey Fear 😡
I don’t know how and when we met.
I was never a great fan of yours…
We hardly knew each other…
Even in childhood, you tried to haunt me…
I was all guarded with happiness and smiles…
Even in my teenage years, we hardly crossed paths…
I’m sorry I disappointed you there…
But then—what made you fall for me?
What made you feel that I would like you?
Oh, is it so…?
When did that happen?
Ohh… so avoidance was the first consent I gave you…
But just from one consent, how could you think of this connection…?
It was not just that! Then…?
I repeated it again and again… and that gave you a hint that I liked you…
Nooooo… that was…
Umm…
Just…
Umm…
It just happened…
I don’t know how!
Yeah, it became my pattern…
And you thought it is…
Oh…
I am so sorry…
But you are not what I wanted for myself…
Can you please leave me now…?
No? You can’t…?
But why…?
I’ll have to work for it…?
How…?
You know… to be honest…
You took away my thinking capacity…
You are all over…
I don’t know where to start…
People…?
I don’t have anyone who will understand and be patient with me…
It’s just me…
Still… you can leave me… right?
Yes, I want you to leave…
You are not helping me grow…
You make me feel suffocated…
You are affecting my relationships…
I feel something in my gut…
And trust me… It’s not a great feeling…
I don’t like it…
I want to feel lighter, happier, active…… Alive…
Like I was in childhood… in my teenage years… before you…
What? Really…?
I shall start feeling it and you will go away…?
So you mean to say…
I should focus on what I want rather than on you…?
Sounds workable…
Yeah… umm… I’m kind of feeling it…
Hey,
By the way… listen
I’m sorry when I said you are not helping…
I was partially wrong…
You helped me see the other side…
You helped me sharpen my strengths
and find meaning and purpose in life
with new versions of me…
I’m grateful we met… 🙌🤗